The big thing is: Im moving to Melbourne next Saturday..
How I feel about this: I'm really excited but I am also veerr~ry sad.. That's because I have to leave him and all my friends..
What I want to do is: I want to pack all my stuff including my boyfriend and my friends, and bring them to Aussie to live with me.. :P
What I can do is: To keep all of the best memories I had with them and just make myself believe that we are meant to be together.. At least it holds the tears from falling.
So I had two more school days here.. After these 2 days, my other friends who live school-life normally had their exams and I get to rest at home and start packing my things. I am really going to miss this school.. my class.. my teachers.. the canteen food.. and especially those people who I love.
Well, one thing is for sure. Right now I can't do anything to do about it. I know this is what best for me. And the right thing to do now is just go with the flow and try lo live my new life as good as I can. It's not all that bad. Even if it is bad, I swear I'm going to find a positive side from it. There is always a positive side. :)
Anyway, I went to play pool with Ephie, Wully, and Eva yesterday. It was fun. Another happy event to be put in my big book of happy memories. Then we went to Bintaro Plaza, bought those silly mighty beans toy, took some pictures in the photobox, and print some from Wully's handphone.
wow.. Life is good ;)
out of the darkness and into the sun 2:14 AM
Monday, November 15, 2004
Finally!! A new clean and decent layout! I've been trying to make a new layout since last week. I don't really liked the last layout, because it was just too lame. I think this one is better.. It's still simple though. I don't really have the time to make something different. Or maybe I was just lazy.. :P *laugh* Anyway, I don't bother to change the taggie appearance, and that because (I admit) I was just too lazy to fix it.
out of the darkness and into the sun 8:04 PM
I Care About You
by babyface
sometimes i feel so alone
i call your heart
but theres no one at home
takin a toll on my pride
im reachin no one inside
it doesnt feel right
when i look in your eyes
i know love is blind
but the heart doesnt lie
ill ask on more time
maybe this time youll try
so tell me girl
whats deep in your heart
girl i care bout you
im there for you
so why dont you care for me
like i care about you
i spend like all of my days
trying to cess out just how things got this way
i thought that we were in love
but i swear right now i dont know what you want
i make sure that i give you quality time
but lately i feel youre not home by desire
but still im gunna try youre the love of my life
in hopes that you will open your heart
sometimes im not sure
im all youve got
sometimes im not sure if you love me or not
one thing i know
girl i care for you
and the one thing that i want is that you care for me too
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:17 AM
