New online friend!
She has a very beautiful journal.. Very professional looking I think... ^^;
Anyway, I finished reading Matilda!! The book was funny and makes me wanna read other books mentioned there.. hehe.. I'm being too easy. I gotta get to Great Expectations as soon as I can.
So, I went to Calvin's 1st birthday party yesterday. Got really pissed of with VQ when she used my handphone to call Mischa and spent a thousand. ^^+ Got it over with now.. Hopefully I'll have it revenged!! mwahaha!! But we're getting along quite good now I guess.
Blog again later.
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:23 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2003
Listening: Going Down In Flames - Hidell
Thinking: "hyahyahya..."
Doing: chatting with Oma
Reading: Matilda by Roald Dahl
Borrowed two books from the library. Matilda by Roald Dahl and Great Expectations by Charles Dickens. I always liked their stories.. :) hehehe... I'm planning on finishing these books by Monday. hyahya...
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:51 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
I felt kinda lonely today.. actually.. ^^; but it's OK. I'd like to try enjoy my loneliness, though maybe it's kinda impossible... I just don't want to feel alone and miserable at the same time. Cause I don't really have no friends.. it's just that well.. I felt like.. (my one and only stupid problem) left out... hehehe..ahh forget it..
Do You Remember
Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmm
I think baby I know
What's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way
You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
Remember we used to laugh and say
No one else could get in our way
And there were times
When you would cry
And came knocking
On my door
And I was there
To shelter your pain
I think baby you should
Get that off your mind
Make it seem like
A brighter day
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way
The answer girl
Lies within your heart
Take a look inside
Coba deh ada cowo yang rela nyanyi lagu-lagu romantis kaya gini ke gue... sembah sujud deh gue.. <3
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:07 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
Hyaaa.... there some stupid bruises on my upper left forehead. ^^+ Those stupid boys who sit behind me throw a lighter to my forefead! It was an accident of course.. they'll be dead if it wasn't. errghh.. and it still kinda hurts. I was quite mad when it hit my forehead. I almost cried. ^^; Geez, it hurts you stupid!! do not laugh! but the one of those boys (luckily the cute one) said sorry and pat my head a couple times.. hohoho.. (eh, si marcel lho!!! hyahyahya... dielus-elus kepala gue ama marcel!) looked like he's very sorry or something. I was still mad though, I wouldn't talk to them until the school's over. But.. I don't think they notice me. ^^; ahh.. well.. forget it. But I'll keep my silent to them if it still hurts next morning.
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:10 PM
Monday, August 25, 2003
Things I've learned for the last two days... *sings*always look on the bright sidee~~e of life! I will write some horrible stuff which happened to me for the last two days...
1. Went to Fanny's party. Alone. Freaked out. I went too early to the mall. So I got myself alone in the bookstore with no money to spend for myself! I only bought some for Fanny's present which I planned to bought with PC.
always look on the bright sidee~~e of life
Next time, try to prepare yourself better and save some of your pocket money!! *geez, I'm talking to myself...*
2. Took some photos with PC, Mischa, and Anez. It was kinda screwed. Mischa kept bugging me into pushing the wrong button. In the end I had a photo of the four of us with a "White Day" frame.
always look on the bright sidee~~e of life
Never EVER let Mischa stand right behind you when you want to take photos. Or maybe just let him stay away for a while.
3. Went to Pc's house before 9 am in a hurry. I was planning not to go that day... but ^^; well.. I went to some studio with PC and Prilly to watch Dira's band in some TV show called "Libas" Got my ears half-deaf and my stomach starving to death.
always look on the bright sidee~~e of life
HEY! you get to be on TV as the audience or the Tirta Marta "supporter". And.. our band won!! So I got a chocolate as a good supporter. I do need a reward... Next time, eat before you go! ... and don't sit beside the loud speakers...
4. Got home late. Forgot to bring Prilly's book about my bahasa Indonesia assignment (the teacher gave it back to me bcoz the recap was to short... -_-) I hurried to phone PC and she read the book on the phone while I type it.
always look on the bright sidee~~e of life
Nexty time, always ask Nandar to wait for your message and don't forget to phone home if you're still not sure. Always be grateful to GOD, because He gave you such a nice friend like PC. (THANX BRAT!!! gue gak tau kalo gak ada eloe gue jadi apaan tugasnya... 3 halaman di telepon!!! hixx... gue terharu...) Next time, always be generous to her, because she really is a GOOD friend!
5. When I finally finished typing it, my computer went off by itself... and I haven't save the file.
always look on the bright sidee~~e of life
Next time, don't forget to save your file!! IDIOT!!
6. ...the monitor is on, the speakers are on, the keyboard is greaaaa~~t, the modem is fine, ... why can't the CPU be nice and turns on nicely without being punched? yep, it won't turned on. (bener gak sih?) *screaming hysterically*AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!*crying all over the keyboard* VQ went in asking me why I screamed. I yelled, she went.
always look on the bright sidee~~e of life
stay calm you hideous creature! call dad, he'll know what to do... Don't let your anger poured on VQ!!
7. I forgot to wash my hair... soo... I went to school with an untidy hair.
always look on the bright sidee~~e of life
always remember to wash your hair every two days.
Monty Python's Life of Brian
Cheer up, Brian. You know what they say.
Some things in life are bad,
They can really make you mad.
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle,
Don't grumble, give a whistle!
And this'll help things turn out for the best...
And...
the music fades into the song
...always look on the bright side of life!
whistle
Always look on the bright side of life...
If life seems jolly rotten,
There's something you've forgotten!
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing,
When you're feeling in the dumps,
Don't be silly chumps,
Just purse your lips and whistle -- that's the thing!
And... always look on the bright side of life...
whistle
Come on!
other start to join in
Always look on the bright side of life...
whistle
For life is quite absurd,
And death's the final word.
You must always face the curtain with a bow!
Forget about your sin -- give the audience a grin,
Enjoy it -- it's the last chance anyhow!
So always look on the bright side of death!
Just before you draw your terminal breath.
Life's a piece of sh*t,
When you look at it.
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true,
You'll see it's all a show,
Keep 'em laughing as you go.
Just remember that the last laugh is on you!
And always look on the bright side of life...
whistle
Always look on the bright side of life
whistle
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:03 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2003
I'm planning to go to Fanny's birthday party today... umm... 6 o'clock @Pronto PIM.
I hope we could have a good time.. :)
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
out of the darkness and into the sun 2:02 PM
Friday, August 22, 2003
hyaaa... tadi gak belajar di sekolah there were NO SCHOOL! well, at least it felt that way. We only got two period of physics and then we were off to Serpong (ke Gerejanya) My teacher's father passed away 2 days ago (I think) So me and my classmates, had to visit him and his family at that church to say sorry and stuff... I almost cried! ^^; I dunno, I'm getting kinda sensitive these days.. *hint* sakit perut... *hint* After the ceremony, we were told to choose, either attending the funeral or just go back to school. Since me and my friends were like to freaked out by the body, we chose to go back to school.. Well, at least that's what the teachers thought we were. We went to PIM instead of school.
Tadinya sih mau ke BP tapi ditolak pergi ama satpam sialan... kurang ajar! masa katanya guie suruh nunggu ampe jam 2an??? padahal tadi baru jam 1!! bisa kering gue nantinya nunggu...
We took some pictures in the photobox. It was POND's photobox contest actually... ^^; we chose that one, because it was cheaper andd.... iseng. hyahyahya... XD~~
Destiny
by The Moffatts
Desperate and scared
I search through my past,
Asking myself
Why nothing seems to last.
These roads that I travel,
Were they cast in stone?
Or was it my choice
As to where that I might roam?
Is it destiny?
The question still remains.
Are we free to choose?
Or bound by chains?
Bound by chains,
Are we bound by chains?
There are no answers to these questions,
That I can see.
Destiny.
I shelter my fears
For being alone each day.
I search for a light,
To guide my way.
And this course I travel
Was it up to me?
Did I make the choice?
Or was it destiny?
Is it destiny?
The question still remains.
Are we free to choose?
Or bound by chains?
Bound by chains,
Are we bound by chains?
There are no answers to these questions,
That I can see.
Destiny.
Some say it's luck,
Others call it fate
But as it unfolds,
Do I hesitate?
out of the darkness and into the sun 8:10 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2003
I just change the layout!! like it?? this is my first non-blue layout ever!!! hehehehehe....
I got the lyrics for Billy Gilman's song titled "Spend Another night"
That song was one of my all time favourites... :D
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:20 PM
Wearing: my scholl uniform
Listening: Women by Hamilton
Thinking: changing this blog's layout...
Doing: chatting with Than2
Sorry I didn't post anything yesterday... I was finishing my Bahasa Indonesia assignment.. and it's finished!! at last!
Unfortunately, I haven't got it collected yet. Gurunya uda keburu pergi waktu gue mau ngumpulin.. *sigh*
THE REMEDY (I WON'T WORRY)
words & music by jason mraz & the matrix
I saw fireworks from the freeway and behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
now something on the surface it stings
that something on the surface it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this
and what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease
if you've got the poison I've got the remedy
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I heard two men talking on the radio in a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
they were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be right back after this
the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophe
dance with me, because if you've got the poison, I've got the remedy
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light o
So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I wo'nt worry my life away.
When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Because
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
out of the darkness and into the sun 7:33 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
hmmm... tadi si sekolah ada lomba 17 agustusan ama upacara...
sebenernya sih tadi itu aturan gue ikut lomba sepak bola... tapi berhubung gak dipanggil jadinya gak jadi deh...
anyway, hari ini omanya VQ ultah!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!! :D jadi rencananya hari ini mau dinner rame2... the problem is... I have 2 important tests tommorow!! I really have to study... and I haven't finish my bahasa Indonesia assignment!!!!!! I am so depressed...
mana tadi sempet puyenk2 gak jelas gitu lagi di sekolah... :'( hehehe... jadi ngantuk terus gitu bawaannya...
o iya, check out my new skins!!!
1. Naturally Green
2. Naturally Blue
3. my secret love...
out of the darkness and into the sun 6:30 PM
ahh... just got back from TA... I bought a new jacket!! XD~~
and I think I FINALLY have another idea for blogskins!! heh... wish me luck! I'll blog again tommorow...
out of the darkness and into the sun 12:04 AM
Sunday, August 17, 2003
Wearing: same thing I wear last night
Listening: Anticipating - Britney Spears -_-;;
Thinking: changing satwa blog's layout...
Reading: Dial A Ghost - Eva Ibbotson
that stupid gundul thing sudah mengobarkan bendera perang yang gak bakal gue turunin lagi....
I have to finish my Bahasa Indonesia assignment! But I haven't finished reading the book! Though I think the story is quite clear and... I kinda cheat by reading the last pages.. ^^;
out of the darkness and into the sun 2:16 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2003
lagi sebel nih ama budiaman...
for more information... go here..
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neeway, kmaren abis foto rame deket fuji yang di deha itu... moga2 jadinya bagus... hehehehehehe... fotonya gak banget lagi pake baju 'bagus'nya marpaunk semua gitu?? hehehe... asekk...
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:50 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2003
Wearing: my school uniform
Listening: Time - BSB
Thinking: senang abiss!! soooooo~~o happy!!
Reading: Burung-burung Manyar (My bahasa Indonesia assignment!)
I got 9 on my geography test and 8.5 on my math test!!! Kyaaaaaaaa!!!! I'm soooooooooooo happy! happy! happy!
... but I got 4.3 on my chemistry test... ^^;;
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out of the darkness and into the sun 7:43 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
Check this out!
Tadi abis eskul lukis bareng ama PC. hyahyahya.. ada ade kelas namanya Gabby! lucu abis bow.. hehehehe... and jayus!! Si jay aja ampe saingan ngasi tebak2annya... :)
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:06 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
Wearing: my school uniform
Listening: Can't Hold Us Down - Christina Aguilera feat. Lil' Kim
Thinking: the usual... damn mosquitos...
Reading: Burung-burung Manyar (My bahasa Indonesia assignment!)
Doing: scratching my legs.. ^^;
Hohoho... 4 jam pelajaran terakhir tadi BEBAS!!! hehehehe... senangnya...
Like I said, we had a free time... I spent most of the time sleeping, doing nothing, taking a walk to the canteen...
Yep, it was kinda boring.. but I really~~ think that it was fun! Considering it was more entertaining than the ususal Math or English class.. Well.. you see.. I pretty much liked my old english teacher better.. ^^; it's not that I don't like my new teacher... I just feel that her (my old teacher) way of teaching is far more interesting than the new one's. ^^; I think my other english teacher is more fun than her.. huaaaaa.... but I hope I could still have good grades with the new teacher.. :)
otherwise.. I'll be dead. My dad would kill me..
I had another deep and long conversation with PC on the phone before.. we talked about parents and family stuff.. how they could be so freaky and stupid sometimes.. especially the parents.. hehehehe... they are totally from Mars! hehehe...
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:54 PM
Monday, August 11, 2003
argh!!! I failed my accounting test!!!! SHIT!!
out of the darkness and into the sun 7:25 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2003
I got one thing to say...
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!
thank you very much buat pece and buat randy yang udah setia nemenin gue malem2... hehehehe.....
makacihhhhh..............
senangnya... XD~~~ dia bales SMSnya!!
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So, I got to bed past midnight after I messaged him to say "happy birthday" And he replied my message!!! hyaaaa.... I was so damn happy and God, I was so like nervous and excited too... ^^;;; yea, i know.. silly me... hehehe..
..i think I need more sleep now...
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I just bought DNAngel 6! Dai and Riku are sooo adorable~~ XD
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PC tiba-tiba dateng ke rumah gue gitu... ampe kaget.. soalnya gue lagi tidur.. hehehehehe...
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SO DAMN HAPPY!
out of the darkness and into the sun 5:47 PM
I just got back from Rima's birthday party.. which was quite fun! I finally get to see Rima agian!! I really missed her..
I haven't seen her for like *months* literally speaking.. ^^;
so, yeah.. it was fun.. Oma went kinda crazy though.. ^^;;;
out of the darkness and into the sun 12:05 AM
Saturday, August 09, 2003
Wearing: ...my pyjamas
Listening: Masi lagunya Santana!!
Thinking: i'm hungry..
Doing: Nuthin'
hey-ho! I just changed the Wicked Elsight Layout! I changed that site into some kind of a collective one.. ^^; well, that's just about it..
Huahuahua... semalem baekan ama si pece nelpon ampe ampir jam 12... so we finally get the problem solved.. i think.. well, at least we started talking again. And so we kinda miss each other I think... cuz we get all excited and loud about stuff we actually wanted to tell each other for the past 3 days.. ^^;
Then she also decided that maybe we could be room-mates in the upcoming study tour.. :D
Terus..teruss.. tadi nonton Lizzie McGuire ada Frankie Muniznya!!!
out of the darkness and into the sun 3:22 PM
Friday, Aug 8, 2003
Baru liat video klipnya Hidell yg Going Down In Flames!!! gilaaaaaaa... lucu abiss...
*happy happy happy*
posted at 04:57:29 PM
Thursday, Aug 07, 2003
still in a fight with pc...
posted at 05:46:00 PM
Tuesday, Aug 05, 2003
Wearing: shorts and t-shirt
Listening: Masi lagunya Santana!!
Thinking: "is PC still mad at me?"
Doing: Studying for biology test tommorow..
Kemaren abis berantem ama PC di telpon...
Tadi seharian di sekolah gak ngomong sama sekali sama dia...
Spent the recesses alone...
Tapi akhirnya baekan di telpon tadi abis pulang sekolah...
posted at 08:14:16 PM
Monday, Aug 04, 2003
Tadi ikut pertemuan pertama buat eskul Fotografi. Pembimbingnya lumayan baeklah.. masi muda baru 24! Namanya Aswin. Katanya dulu pernah kelas 1 di TM terusss..... kelas 2 and 3 nya pindah ke Aussie...
*asik-asik!! dapet hobi baru neh..*
posted at 05:38:24 PM
Saturday, Aug 02, 2003
Wearing: shorts and t-shirt
Listening: Girl all the bad guys want - Bowling For Soup
Thinking: "kaki gue gatel... gatel.. nyamuk sialan.."
Doing: nothing.. typing this entry..checking my email.. the usual stuff.. sigh..
Went to oma's today.. taught her some html for making some blogskins.. chatted with than2 for a while and still can't figure out why theis entry can't be
published..
posted at 08:42:57 PM
Friday, Aug 01, 2003
Mood: Senangyaaaa....
hyahyahya... ketawa ala si kezh (ey.. jangan marah ya?)
I watched my school soccer league today... heheh.. and it was fun... and i really mean it!
Well, you see.. whe i said i watched the league.. i didn't exactly watch the match or yelling or screaming about the ball.. i was.. well.. i was.. err.. checking out some of the boys.. and stuff... *blush blush* hey! he was there!! i gotta be there too.. don't i? ^^;
that's just about all i wanted to tell u right now.. i'll blog again later i think..
Buat bikin jealous beberapa orang:
Marcel tadi pulang ikut gue lhoooooo........
hehehehe...
posted at 06:28:36 PM
Thursday, Jul 31, 2003
Wearing: my school uniform...
Listening: Why Don't You and I - Santana feat. Alex Band
Thinking: "What's it gonna be at PE tommorow... hmm..."""
hmmmm... fulan still isn't working... err.. no.. i think blogger's the prolem.. T T
and the last breaking news form my life is...... *gossip mode on*
she likes some guy she hated...
^^;; itu tuh... si pantat... huehueheuheue....
The math test went pretty well.. I managed to answer 6 problems from 8 problems...
that's good.. right??
I'm getting bald just looking at my chemistry books... I don't understand a thing!!!
posted at 05:01:58 PM
Tuesday, Jul 29, 2003
The All American Rejects...
Swing, Swing
Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.
Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new
[Chorus]
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.
Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)
[Chorus fades till end]
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
posted at 06:04:25 PM
[ Tue Jul 29, | Xan2 Chan ]
Wearing: my school uniform...
Listening: Some unknown song from Tya's CD... I think it's Red Hot Chilli Peppers...
Thinking: "I miss my old class..."
I think I passed my Geography test! XD Well, I did do the test quite fast and I really think it's kinda easy.. ^^;
Pray for me OK??
O yea, I have to study for my Math test tommorow. Seriously, I don't think I could past this one..
posted at 05:16:11 PM
Sunday, Jul 27, 2003
Look what I've got form E! Online... hehehe...
Who's least likely to become an E! True Hollywood Story?
28.47% Frankie Muniz
25.51% Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen
18.33% Kelly Ripa
15.41% Jennifer Love Hewitt
12.28% Donny Osmond
hohoho... and I got some cute pictures of him too!
He just some kinda like broke up or taking a break with her g/f... I dunno wheter should I be happy or not... T T;;
posted at 07:35:23 PM
Hey! Fulan is working now!! But I think blogger is having some trouble publishing my entries... it says here that i had some problem in logging into my FTP server..
posted at 05:52:44 PM
Saturday, Jul 26, 2003
You are Sting.
Which music god are you?
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EARTH is your chinese symbol!
What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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You're An Intellectual!
You can always be found reading or on the computer.
People always come to you when they need
information. You don't really care about love
at this point, your only goal is to improve
your mind. After all, knowledge is power!
What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Just went quiz craze!
posted at 08:22:47 PM
I just got back from PIM with Ooma, Than2, Linda, and Fanny. We took some photo in the photbox. We watched "Bringing Down The House" which was hilarious. And I think that's just about it...
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Actually, there's a whole lotta stuff I want to tell you!! hehehe... Well, I went late to Oma's house.. but that doesn't realy matter.. I watched Punk'd at her computer!! (FRANKIE MUNIZ!!!XD~~~~~) And it was like soo... funny!! Then we met the others at the mall. And I nearly got into a trouble with the ticket lady. She gave us the wrong tickets and she was sorta forcing us to pay for the unwanted tickets.. I was cracking up there.. I almost speak the language though... ^^;; Then it looks like some other people bought the tickets. So we went outside to wait for an hour (and eat) then come back to buy the tickets with some other ticket lady.. hoho...
And I still can't open FULAN!!
posted at 08:03:50 PM
Friday, July 25th 2003
head on here to see hidell's videos!!
posted at 08:04:28 PM
Wearing: my school uniform...
Listening: Manja - ADA Band
Thinking: Frankie Muniz is so HOT....
Doing: Browsing Malcolm in the middle official website
I am still obssesed with Malcolm! God, Frankie Muniz is soooooooo hot!! XD~~~ I am so like crazy for him... *yay* God bless the cutey... and his girlfriend (who I consider as the luckiest girl ever!!) :D
What the hell is happening to Fulan?? I couldn't open my own blog for like the past 3 days! And I'm desperately missing my tag-board and stuff...
O yea.. and a special support for Ooma! I hope you'll be one of the best in your class! ;)
posted at 06:58:08 PM
Thursday, 24th July 2003
I put my some new drawings! Check - it - out!
posted at 07:37:52 PM
huaaa....PMS is the most annoying thing in the world! You know, my stomach really hurts, I feel like getting a punch on my face is far much unpainful than this....ugh... O yea, and umm... tenang aja than, i'm worrying less than yesterday anyway... :)
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PC was a bit mad at me cuz i talked too rude to her.. ^^; well.. what can I say, I know I'm not really that polite person in conversation manners.. but I was really not in a good mood!! it's my PMS for God-sake.. I knew I was wrong.. but I thought I was just too tired to come up to her and apologize.. So I spend the next hour, which was chemistry class, sleeping. I also slept during the third recess, that's when PC and the others came to my class (I was sleeping, so I didn't notice they were there) then I was woken-up by PC and Wully's laughter. I talked a bit to her about her crush... I guess I didn't really remember, she was kinda upset about my attitude.. then when the reces was almost over, I found this little letter from her... signed:"buat XANDRA dari PC". The letter said that she doesn't like the way I talked and she just wanted to say that some people don't like me because I was too rude and stuff. And stuff about she doesn't want me to get hurt if other people (instead of her) telling me I'm rude and that. So, I guess she didn't mean any harm, I guess I really need to treat people more nicely and more politely. I guess..... hehehe...
So, I replied her letter after school and left without saying g'bye to her. I was a little worried if she was still mad at me..
When i got home, she called me and she said that she wasn't mad at me.. it's just that she doesn't want me to talk like that.. you know... use some harsh words and stuff.. ^^;; (yea, you probably didn't know, I used too much bad words in one sentences.. <_<) So I said okay, sorry tehn... and we started chatting about other things..
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She also chat with me online. She asked to me to join to her friend's birthday party at BP. I said OK and we arranged the time. But then, I couldn't go cuz I have no one to take me there... When I called PC, she said she was sorry too. cuz she thought BP was Bintaro Plaza but what her friend really meant was Blok M Plaza. She was like "THANK GOD! Untung loe gak jadi dateng... gue salah.." So, yea, it doesn't make any sense.. at all!
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...PMS still sucks!!!
posted at 04:33:24 PM
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:14 PM
OK, here's the first post to my new blog... since I can't get my old one to be published..
I'll post some previous posts that I couldn't get publish later..
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:10 PM
