Listening: What a Girl Wants by B2K
Doing: nothing... browsing some blogs..
Thinking: "i am so over him.."
Browsing: budi's blog, pc's blog, blogskins, satwa
wazzup? today is the first day in pre-social class.. ^^;; my new class is kinda fun.. but, Fani thought that our last class was better... honestly, for me.. i like this one better.. i dunno why, but I think we could get on better.. hehehe... school is getting boring every day...
out of the darkness and into the sun 11:58 PM
Sunday, October 26, 2003
Listening: So Yesterday by Hilary Duff (urgh...)
Doing: chatting with Ray
Thinking: "how am i gonna get the photos printed?"
Browsing: my own blog
hmm... I spent too much money at BP yesterday.. ^^;; blarh.. I went there with VQ, Fani, and Mariska! Spent almost 150 for bras.. hehehehhe.... then VQ bought the new edition of Nakayoshi gress!... I need more money.. Nanti mau ke Gereja!!! asik..asik.. moga-moga bisa ketemu... setelah hampir seminggu gak ketemu... hixx..hixxx..
out of the darkness and into the sun 3:50 PM
hueh.. something missing from the last post...
Gue lupa hari keberapa yang jelas waktu itu kita lagi di prambanan...
Pas kita semua lagi pada naik tangga ke candi Siwa tiba2 ada mas2 anak sekolah gak jelas yg tampangnya ga ada bagus2nya... manggil kita... "cewe.. foto donk!" terus stella yang waktu itu lagi posisi paling atas di tangga, dicegat dan dirangkul!!! parahnya terus abis itu, dia dipaksa nengok ke kamera di bawah... kepalanya dipegangin gitu... najiz banget deh pokoknya... si pc dicolek2 geka jelas di bahu ama pinggang!! amit2... gue cuman sempet dirangkul, terus langsung gue singkirin tangan si abank huek!! bikin panas aja... parahnya lagi... anak2 cowo yang lagi ada do bawah itu gak ada yang nolongin!!!!! brengsek! padahal waktu itu mayan rame!!! ada si Ste, Daniel, Albert, Aska!!!!!!! dasar cowo cupu loe semua!!! abis itu semua anak cowo itu gue maki abis2an karena gak nolongin,,,
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:49 AM
To: mAriska aka marIska
From: Xan2 Chan
hola! sorry gue baru bales emailnya... abis loe telp tadi gue lupa!! hehehe iya nih yogya lumayan bikin gue kangen sekarang... tapi gue cape abis.. kemaren tuh gue sampe di skul jam setengah 12 an! sumpah deh... terus tadi gue bangun jam setengah 2 siang.. hehehehe.....btw... ini recapnya...
Hari 1
hmmmm... berangkatnya lumayan seru.. cuman gue rada2 bete... yah loe taulah.. soal gue temennya dikit itu?? gue duduk sama salah satu dari mereka, cuman dia pindah2 mulu dan gue emang rada gak bisa naymbung ama mereka... yah pokoknya dari ber 9 itu yang gue paling gak bisa nyambung itu dia, namanya prilly... sama temennya satu lagi, si olive namanya. yah... pokoknya awal2 gue happy, terus bt, terus happy, terus bt lagi.. hehehe... emang gak jelas.. parahnya nih, di bus gue itu ada satu cowo yang bokep abis, gak ngerti lagi deh gue!! gila tau gak sih tu anak tuh bawa komik bokep mayan banyak dan dikiterin ke satu bus gitu!!! sumpah gak kiuat deh gue...gue sempet baca dikit... sampulny6a doank! tapi itu juga uda bikin gue najiz amitaba... terus dia juga bawa cerita2 bokep berbagai macam versi (b.ing and b.indo) ampe berlembar2 (printan dari komputer) gak kuat banget gue!!!! gue baca cuman atu lembar tapi uda pengen nangis... huahhhhhhh... mana yang duduk di sebelah gue itu si prilly bokep abis lagi anaknya!!!dia baca tuh komik lengkap dan cerita bokepnya juga abis semua dibabat ama dia... aduh, pokoknya gak ngerti lagi deh musti gimana... during the night, pada banyak yg cerita serem dan gue seperti biasa gak mau ngikut... heheheh....gue cuman ikut cerita doank, gak ikuit dengerin.. hehehehehe... terus apalagi ya? oiya, hotel tempat gue nginep namanya hotel "Brongto" emang gak jelas banget..kamarnya kayak kamar2 retret gitu, jadi gak beda sama nginep di wisma... hehehehe...terus gue sekamar sama si olive and prilly... rada2 kagok and salting gitu guenya... soalnya gue... gimana yah.. abisnya mereka gue ajak ngomong juga rada gak asik gitu deh, akhirnya gue yah gue jadi dieeeeeeemmm banget... hehehe... au ah, males ngomonginnya gue.. yang jelas gue sempet ditinggalin bentar ama mereka berdua ke kamar lain.. gak lama sih,,tapi yah betelah gue masa malem2 gitu gue ditinggal sendirian? hhh.... mana kamar si pc, wuli, ama fani gak jelas ada dimana.. yang gue tau kamar pc n wuli bareng dan jaoh banget! kamar pertama gtu... pusing deh gue...
Hari 2
gue pastinya bangun paling pagi, karena mereka berdua tidur lebih malem dari gue... gue tidur sendirian di pojok, sementara mereka berdua tidur di 2 tempat tidur berbeda yang didempetin.. hix..hix..kesannya gue dijaohin abis gitu deh ama mereka.. walopun gak dimusuhin kan rasanya jadi aneh kalo digituin ama temen sekamar? iya khan???
well, gue bangun duluan, terus langsung sikat gigi dan jalan2 cari kamar si fani. pas nyampe di kamarnya ternyata dia udah bangun dari jam setengah 5an!! gila, gue jam 5 baru melek.. dan lagi siap2 mau mandi. jadi gue balik ke kamar gue, buat mandi ama bangunin yg laen.. :) terus pas gue mandi, tiba2 yang laen yang udah bangun ngencengin suara tv.. "not today..not today..."taiii ada hilary duff... yang laen malah tereak "XANNN!!!! ada eloe di tv!! heheheh..." seantero dunia udah tau gue benci ama hilary duff.. hehehe... terus bus gue diatur lagi, gue sebus ama fani, duduk ama dia.. gak terlalu seru yg hari ini... yang gue inget, sarapan di hotel gak ada rasanya gak enak banget!!!!!! gue akhirnya cman makan kerupuk ama nasi doank.. hehehe jelas aja badan gue kering.. terus apalagi yah? oiya, gue ke borobudur lagi.. hehh... makan siangnya enak!!!di restoran pring sewu.. tempatnya juga mayan asik.. :)
di borobudur, banyak orang2 kampung gak jelas yg betein abis... kurang ajar, masa nunjuk2 gue ama pc di depan muka gue sambil ngomong stuff like this... "eh..eh.. yang ini indonesia asli bukan" (pas gue lagi foto2) "asli2..." (tai betul..) "ohh...asli yah... dagunya asli juga gak tuh??? (wahh!! nyolot...) "ga tau deh.. tapi ini kayanya keturunan tionghoa" (wahhh... racisme..) "kalo yang ini turunan india" (ini waktu ke pc ^^:) serasa minta ditonjok gak sih?? terus yah, uda gak terlalu banyak yg bisa diceritain..
Hari 3
hmmmmmmm... bangun lebih pagi juga, langsung sikat gigi mandi, terus bangunin yg laen.. jalan2 ke kamar lain.. hauh.. akhirnya gue rajin bisa ikut ibadah paginya kemarennya gue lupa gitu... busnya dipisah lagi! terus gue juga sama beberapa anak laen dipisah, di-drop di keraton soalnya hari sebelonnnya gak sempet padahal kita tugas bikin kartulnya itu tentang keraton yogyakarta. hmm... spent the rest of my time in the bus with Ray. heh. abis ga ada tempat lain.. tapi asik2 aja.. in fact, ini hari paling membahagiakan gue selama di sana! hehehehe... soalnya gue shopping di malioboro... karena ada suatu masalah yang gue gak bisa ceritain ke eloe, niat kita shopping belanja rame2 ber9 di malioboro tidak dapat terlaksana... akhirnya gue shopping berempat sama si pc, wully, and andika.. hehehe ternyata temen gue si ansika itu jago banget nawarnya... gelang2an dari harga 15000 bisa jatoh ampe 3000!! ckckck... musti sering2 ke mangga dua bareng dia! hehehe... sebelomnya emang sikapnya rada nyebelin, tapi akhir2 ini dia jadi mayan baeklah.. gue beli celana, sendal, kalung, kiopas, ama kaos dagadu! terus sebelom ke situ kan kita ke perak, di sana gue beli cincin.. kapan2 ke rumah gue gue kasi liat deh... :D
oiya lupa!! makan siangnya enak... hehehe mbok berek! terus makan malemnya gue makan di kfc...
Hari 4 mau pulang...
hmm... pindah kamar karena tahat certain problem antara pc ama olive... akhirnya malen ini gue ngungsi ke kamar si pc.. bareng sama si jay and wully! ^^ akhirnya lepas dari kedieman yang membetekan.. di sini anaknya rame2 semua!hehe... ngg... masalahnya akhirnya mulai clear tapi masih bikin ... eeeeeee......... ya gitu deh pokoknya... yang jelas karena masalah ini juga, kita pada tidur jam 2 pagi, terus bangun jam 5-6an.. kesian si pc... intinya dia ngerasa dikhianatin,,,
terus, di bus balik ke bus waktu berangkat! gue duduk di deretan paling belakang pojok... sebelah gue gonta ganti org.. sempet duduk ama si marcel juga lho... heheheheheheh... sempet bete soalnya gue ditinggalin sendirian terus... hhh.... gue kesel abis waktu si wully ama pc ga ada yg mau temenin gue ke wc.. ^^; gue sih gak marah ama mereka cuman gue sebel aja... bete lah pokoknya.. apalagi sebelomnya kan si wully dah janji ama gue mau nemenin, terus pas gue ajak dia ga mau... gue kesel tapi gue diem aja, sebisa mungkin maksudnya gue diem aja... terus sebalik dari wc (sendirian!) gue duduk lagi di belakang.. bete, iseng, ngirim2 sms ke pc, wully, ama sasha (itu lho sms yang loe kirim ke gue itu... yang noce friends nominees itu...) mungkin mereka merasa gue sindir kali yah... mereka itu (pc and wully) sms gue say sorry... blablabla... gitu deh... gue waktu itu bt banget, gue duduk di pojok nutupin kepala pake kain sarung gitu terus diem aja di pojok terus.. gue sempet nangis juga sih saking betenya sendirian gue gak kuat.. hehehe... tentu saja gak ada yang tau tapi!!! hehehe... gue rada2 terharu, soalnya sebelom ini pc ama wully gak pernh sekalipun minta maaf ama gue karena gue marah (beneran!) palingan soal kaca, selain itu gue gak pernah marah ama mereka...gue rada kaget mereka sms gitu ke gue.. gue pikir yah... mungkin mereka juga.. gak terlalu peduli ama gue... ternyata,,, prinsip gue khan kalo gue bete atau marah gitu, (kalo gue masi pengen temenan lagi ama mereka) gue pasti ngomong sama mereka biar gak muna dan masalah selese dan gak berkepanjangan juga... jadi yah kalo gue marah gue biasanya langsuing nyeplos kalo nggak diem aja, nahan di hati (ini biasanya krn gak mau cari ribut dan karena kayaknya gak banget kalo gue marah.. kayak no good reason to be mad lah) mereka minta maaf ama gue! ternyata... huahh.. ternyata... abis itu yah i spent the rest of the day sleeping in the bus..
udah itu aja... nanti kalo ada terusan lagi, atau tiba2 gue inget sesuatu lagi..loe gue email lagi deh...!!! loe juga cerita donk, gimana tuh si "temen sekelas"?? hehehe... gue CLBK abis2an sama si kaca selama study tour.. abis dia nongol depan muka gue terus sih.. heheheheh... sekarang gue kangen abis ama ngko stevie.. heheheh... gak sabar gereja besok... XD~~~ GBU too!
Xan2
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:19 AM
Monday, October 20, 2003
Listening: Maria by Santana
Doing: chatting with Aska and Adri
Thinking: "I'm so excited~~d!!"
Browsing: Blognya Budiaman
hueeee~~ I'm going on a study tour to Yogya tommorow!!! I am SO excited!! ^^= I hope I could have some fun there, leaving all those stupid stuff about studying in school for a while.. I also hope I don't get left behind and alone with my other friends.. Yeah.. wel.. you know my problems.. I f you don't.. then you must be new to my blog.. *lol* Cuz that's one of my major problems in life. Anyway, I'm planning on taking some extra lessons AKA courses..
*cough* shit.. I hope I don't get sick!! Gotta stay fit for the big day!!!! Hhh... gotta finish packing my stuff! Wish me luck!!
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:05 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Listening: What a Girl Wants by B2K
Doing: chatting with Aska
Wearing: nothing special..
Thinking: "lagi mau ke gereja nih..."
Akhirnya gue IPS... ok..ralat.. gue PRA IPS! sialan.. kata guru gue, gue masih punya kesempetan memperbaiki nilai sampe desember kalo masih pengen masuk IPA! hehehe.. pastilah gue manfaatin habis2an! gue uda minta tolong temen2 IPA gue buat bangtuin gue belajar and semangatin gue! :) Let's just pray, gue berhasil masuk IPA!
out of the darkness and into the sun 6:36 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Listening: Firasat by Marcell
Doing: on the phone with PC
Wearing: my school uniform, wut else?
Thinking: "ipa....ipa.....ipaaaaaaaaaaaa....."
Gue lagi stress berat nih... tadi abis dipanggil ama pak jarot.. my guidance teacher... he said i could never make it to the science class.. ;____; Mana hari ini VQ berangkat retret hari pertama lagi!Jadi gak ada temen buat curhat sambil nangis2.. gimana donk?? gue pengen banget dan harus banget masuk IPA!! geu gak tau knapa.. tapi buat gue IPA lebih asik daripada dibanding IPS... walopun pada kenyataannya nilai IPA gue ancur2an.. tapi kan tetep aja.. gue lebih suka mata pelajaran IPA!! gue harus masuk IPA! .....daripada gue makan ati masuk IPS?? setiap hari musti berhadapan dengan hal-hal yang bisa bikin gue botak dan gue benci luar dalem?? mending gue gak naek kelas di IPA deh.. gue uda tekad bulat banget mau masuk IPA!!!!! walopun resikonya gak naek kelas...
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:27 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Listening: Nothing
Doing: making a new skin for blogskins
Wearing: my school uniform...
Thinking: "vicky besok pergi...."
Vicky is going for her retreat for three days.. I'm going to be left alone... blah.. I'm getting my report card for this mid-semester on Saturday... I dunno, I'm really getting used to my current clas.. ^^; I know, i know.. I complained most of my times in this class.. But I really think I'm gonna miss this class.. I just finished putting all of the photos of us on the board behind my class.. argh.. let's just hope I'll get a better class.
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:52 PM
Monday, October 13, 2003
Listening: Only Hope by Mandy Moore
Doing: Thinking about another new layout, and more for blogskins..
Wearing: my school uniform...
Thinking: "huaaaaaa.... senang tadi stevie lucu bratz.."
Hoee.. Sorry I didn't blog for the weekend! I was busy with family stuff.. My dad and my step-mom was celebrating their 6th anniversary.. CONGRATZ!! We went out for dinner with the rest of the family.. That was just about it..
So, today wasn't really special... but... I saw him at the canteen during my third recess!! waw~~ww!! He was eating his lunch with some of his friends.. first-graders.. heheh!! Anyway, I think I failed my accounting (again??).. I dun really care about that, cause I was going to pick science class for the next semester.. but... I failed my physics test AGAIN!! shit... and I only got 6.5 for my last biology test.. that really sucks!! I dunno how am I going to get into that science class..
Blogskins is getting boring and I am surely going down the chart there... I beter go and make another skin or I'll be gone there...
Foto kita yang rame-rame ber-9 udah jadi!! Sayang sekali muka gue lagi aneh di situ... Di foto yang pertama rambut gue asli lepek abis! Di foto yang kedua, tampang gue kayak anak kecil keselek... ^^;;; besok gue scan terus gue pajang di sini deh!!
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:02 PM
Friday, October 10, 2003
Listening: Semusim by Marcell
Doing: Changing my current layout
Wearing: my school uniform...
Thinking: "kenapa mischa tega..."
Mischa emang kagak bisa dipercaya... ckckck... tadi pas pulang kayaknya dia ngomong ama dianya... bahaya nih... my ultimate last dignity is in danger!! Gue liat tadi Mischa nyamperin dia terus ngomong sesuatu yang menyebabkan dia... nutupin mukanya pake tas... kayak seolah-olah gak mau dilohat ama gue gitu!? males banget deh... udah gitu pas dia pulang mobilnya jalan lewat gue dan dia ngeliatin gue gitu... mati aja deh gue...
See!? What did I tell ya??? Bener kan mischa kurang bisa dipercaya!! gue takut dia ember lagi... hh... oh well, life goes on.. Pokoknya Mischa harus tanggung jawab kalo ada apa-apa...
SEMUSIM -- Marcell
semuanya tlah terjadi
cintaku telah pergi
dan kini kusendiri
tanpa dirimu lagi
tak mudah menepis cerita indah
Reff:
semusim tlah kulalui
tlah kulewati
tanpa dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan dihati
tak pernah kubayangkan
kau putuskan cintaku.
ku coba tuk lupakan
semua tentang dirimu
tak mudah bagiku melupakan mu
out of the darkness and into the sun 8:20 PM
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out of the darkness and into the sun 8:06 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2003
Listening: Segitiga by Cokelat
Doing: chatting with Della and Ray
Wearing: my school uniform...
Thinking: "asikk... dapet nomornya...."
Today Dira caleed PC's photo cute... hehehe... I know you're happy. You can't hide it. Really... I can see it in your face... :)
Hohohoho... I's so happy~~~ I just got his phone number!! I called him from my cellphone with private number.. he answered my first call, but I kinda hang up on him. Yeah well, I chickened out. Then I tried to called him again. But he didn't answer the phone.. So... well.. that's about it..
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:01 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
Listening: Golden Path by Chemical Brothers feat. the Flaming Lips
Doing: crying like shit..
Wearing: my school uniform...
Thinking: "huaaaaaaaa.... blacky... come back..... hixx..." ;__;
Some stupid shit bastard took my dog!!! huaaa...my dog ran away when i got back home.. we thought he'd come back like usual... well he did. But some stupid fuck took him away with his motorcycle... My maids were crying like hell! Both of them search everywhere even to the other block and it was raining too!!! shittt!!! VQ and I looked for him too... we found nothing...
I called my dad and told him everything. He was furious.. he kept blaming us about how we never try to chase him when he got away, how we never wait for him to come back and how we close the gate instead of letting it open for him to get in. He kept saying about there's no use for us to cry cuz he was very sure that my dog would never be found. He said that the dog would probably got captured and eaten. ARGH!!!!!!
Then we, I mean VQ and me started crying.. I was afraid to tell my grandma.. She loves Blacky very much! She always thought Blacky as one of our family members... She isn't in a good condition now. She git stokred twice and she had been difficult to talk and walk since then. I mean, sometimes I don't even know what she is talking about. I was so scared to tell her about Blacky. I'm scared that she would get sick again because of that shocking news.
God, what should I do???
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:48 PM
Monday, October 06, 2003
Yipes.. Wully turns out to be some kind of a back stabber! Remember the day when I told you peeps about how wully got called by the seniors and how she got out of trouble because of Pc's dad came to the rescue? Well..this is like some kind of the second episode of that tragedy.. she told the rest of us that she was only asked about who were with her when she was talking to our junior the other day. She told the truth. Well, that's what we thought.. Della called her senior friend and ask more about what exactly happened that day... Wully told the seniors that she was being pushed to be mad at Vivi, the junior... by Della... And that is like so NOT true!! Della was only like the only one who doesn't want to get involved with that junior stuff. Geez... I really don't get how her brain works.. shit.. I hate backstabbers... Especially in cases like this.. where the backstabber doesn't have anything to do with the one who got stabbed.. I mean, really, seriously, while all of the other girls laughing and got busy hating and talking rumours about Wully.. Della was almost like the only neutral one.. she was the only one who didn't one to get into that Wully Hater Club. *exhales..* what a friend...
Anyway, I got this two tests tommorow, PPKn and Geography. Can't study. Left the books at school. Yea I know I am stupid... blahh.. Oh and I just started reading this new comic series, "One Piece" by Eichiroo Oda. You really have to read it. It's kinda boringly funny.. ^^;;; hehehe..
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:46 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2003
Punk Rock 101
She works at hot topic
His heart microscopic
She thinks that its love but to him its sex
He listens to emo but fat mike's his hero
His bank account's zero
What comes next?
Same song different chorus
It's stupid, contagious
To be broke and famous
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies your sweatbands
My spiked hair, your new vans
Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101
She bought him a skateboard, a rail slide, his knee tore
He traded it for drums at the local pawn shop
She left him for staring at girls and not caring
When she cried because she thought Bon Jovi broke up
Same song second chorus
It's stupid, contagious
To be broke and famous
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies your sweatbands
My spiked hair, your new vans
Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101
Don't forget to dely...on the very last word
Seven years later he works as a waiter
She married a trucker and he's never there
The story never changes, just the names and faces
Like Tommy and Gina they're living on a prayer
Did you just say that?
I just said
It's stupid, contagious (same song different chorus)
To be broke and famous (same song different chorus)
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies your sweatbands
My spiked hair, your new Vans
Let's shoplift some sweatbands for punk rock 101
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:26 AM
Saturday, October 04, 2003
Listening: I'm a slave 4 u - Britney Spears (dun ask.. it's some bg music for some website i'm browsing)
Doing: Reading Oma's blog
Wearing: the same thing i wear last night
Thinking: nothing
Than2's finally reopen her blog!!! hhh... at last.. :) been waiting for it to come back for a longgggggg time... welcome back to the blogging world than2!! it's really nice to have u backk... :)
O yea, I opened my design/art site yesterday!! You can find my drawings, and blog layout templates there! and it's free! :) just give me the credits for it... :)
Humm.. Olive's birthday is tommorow and we decided to give her a cat for her present.. Since she just lost her cat recently. The cat died old. We really hope it'll cheer her up!
I'm thinking of changing my layout.. it's really getting boring here...
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:37 PM
Thursday, October 02, 2003
This is one of the photo from Della's birthday party album...
Back: Archie, me, PC, Olive, Jay
Middle: Ekza, Eliza, Damo, Wully, Della
Front sitting: Raisa and Jason
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:54 PM
Hey! Sorry I didn't have time to blog yesterday.. I went out to the mall after school and I got home kinda late.. So, there's really nothing much to talked about except....
*screams in excitement*
...
well yeah...
too excited to type...
...
not really..
i'm just lazy..
...
sorry...
..
out of the darkness and into the sun 8:23 PM
