Have you ever had a headache because you slept too much? hehehe...I just got that stupid headache before I wrote this post..
Well, New year's eve is tommorow and I haven't got any plan..to be honest I wanted to spend it with my friends..but I dunno.. raisa invited us over to her house for BBQ party at midnight.. BUt I dunno if I should go there..since I don't think she really liked me..
out of the darkness and into the sun 11:27 PM
Sunday, December 28, 2003
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."
What type of eyes do you have?
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out of the darkness and into the sun 8:56 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2003
Yesterday I went into some kind of a family reunion from my father's side of the family.. Me and VQ were the only children..well, the only youngsters there..The reunion was held in my class mate's house, Karina. She is the top student in my class right now.. She's a bit loner and quiet..err.. she's very quiet.. and I'm not making that up, it's the fact! My dad used to compare us to each other, he said that Karina also likes to draw and she also had a website..like me..I'm not saying that I don't like her, it's just that I don't think we could fit each other as a friend very well.
Cause everytime I tried to talk to her, you know, start a conversation thing.. She never really talk back to me.. ^^;She would only smile and say nothing, not a single word! damn, she's a bit annoying sometimes..
Well, on with yesterday.
There was I with my dad, my step mom, and my step sister, VQ. The parents were talking about the family tree, just another subject that I don't really interested to.
Karina wasn't there with us.. The house was BIG. and She stayed upstairs. She won't go down and say hi to us and the rest of the family.She was really weird! I mean, don't you think it's weird if your class mate happens to be your second cousin and you went to his or her house, but he or she won't even see you?I was at her house all day!! She won't even see us.. T.T My dad was a bit dissapointed with her attitude. He thought Karina would be better than that!Well, you gotta admit that even if she's really shy, there's no good reason hiding like that all day in her room..I mean, I know her!! She's my class mate!! For Godsake!! She sits in front of me in school!!
blarh.. enough for her, I'm changing the subject now..
We went to Aunt Ida's apartment after the lame reunion. I spent the whole time watching cabel and eat. We did the same thing there, just watching MTV and eat. ^^; but it was bit more fun, cause I know these people better than the other people in the reunion..We could be more relaxed and we could still join the conversation. Hehehe.. then we stayed there til almost 11 pm and went back home. Got home at almost midnight... fiuhhhh... I've been coming home late for 3 days now..
I'm totally staying at home today..
out of the darkness and into the sun 3:36 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2003
Wishing you a very Merry
Christmas
2003
And a very Happy New year
2004
May God bless you
all
and
Hoping you all the best for the following year
out of the darkness and into the sun 2:20 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
I'm was planning to meet Tepi at the chruch, but I was late so I didn't get to see him. But then he called me, so it was all good. Then I watched some beautiful stars with my dad. We were looking for Saturnus (the one with the ring?) hehe.. yeap and it was very beautiful. It's really kinda rare to look at the sky at night, watching stars at JAKARTA. Usually we can't see anything but smoke up there.
Then I played gb till 1 am with Tepi. :)
out of the darkness and into the sun 5:15 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
Doing: chatting with Ray
Thinking: "I need food........"
Feeling: hyperly happy and very hungry...
Listening: White Christmas
I spent almost all day in front of this computer. Played Gunbound twice with tepi.. khekhekhe.. he gave me a Thanksgiving Dress for my avatar... hehe.. that is so swee~et!! hehe.. I am so happy... ^^
out of the darkness and into the sun 12:28 AM
Monday, December 22, 2003
Doing: chatting with ko NQ
Thinking: How to make Hainam rice?
Feeling: very very happy?
Listening: nothing
Hahaha... I'm feeling super hyper good today!! :) well, my wonderful day starts at midnight when he suddenly called me.. hehehe.. ^^ senangnyaaaaa... obviously I was asleep, then I read an SMS he sent me half an hour before.. hwehehe..he is some what returning my unnecessary message the night before.. hhe.. that was kinda sweet, I think. At the morning, I got online with him, Oma, and his other friend,. And we played Gunbound.
I was so pathetic.. Every team I joined lost. I felt like I was bringing them bad luck.. ;_;
Just I hope I wasn't really a bad luck...
Then I went to the Church with VQ, like always. And Marcel didn't came.. That stupid limp didn't came! That stupid German who kept bugging me to go the chruch wasn' there! And I thought he didn't came either, turns out he was late. I didn't get to meet him but it's ok.. I think.. After the church, we went to the mall, BP. We bought some stuff in Gramedia with our coupons..
Blarh that's all for today folks..
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:44 AM
Thursday, December 18, 2003
Doing: chatting with Ray, and Than2
Thinking: "..."
Feeling: missing him..
2 days ago, me and wully went to the school's church to decorate it for the Christmas celebration which was yesterday.. So, actually we were suppose to do nothing..Cause our teacher said that we were suppose to borrow the kindergarten decoration. But that stupid teacher forgot to told the kindergarten not to cleaned their decoration. So they did clean the church. Then we had to start decorating all over again. And I thought it was like not the best we could get. So, the Christmas celebration was kinda worse than last year..but I think it's quite good..you know, for one night preparation?
Yang paling parah adalah terjadi tragedi antara gue dan ... aduh pokoknya parah banget, yang jelas gue malu banget! This is a classified information, so if you wanna know what's up call me :P
Sekarang kaki gue yang waktu itu kejatuhan tiang (waktu lagi dekor Gereja) udah biru and masih sakit. Terus pegelnya baru kerasa sekarang...
out of the darkness and into the sun 2:20 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
Doing: chatting with ko NQ, pika, and daniel
Thinking: When will they get home??
Feeling: sick
Sekarang geu lagi ditinggal sendirian di rumah... hixhix.. gara2 sakit perut dari kemaren malem.. sialan, jadi ga bisa ikut pergi!! padahal tadinya mau gangguin si vq yang abis nonton ama cowonya...hahaha...selamet deh vic! I know you're happy.. huhuhu.. sementara gue sendirian di rumah pacaran sama komputer...hehehe... tapi ga apa apa soalnya tadi gue ditelpon dua kali sama.....
Terus tadi siang pergi nomat ama fani and temennya di bp, padahal tadinya mau nomat sama pika di pim, gara2 ga ada yg nganterin gue melampiaskan diri di bp..tapi pikanya marah gitu, jadi ga enak pas ketemu di chat.. tapi gpp, sekarang uda biasa lagi and lagi ngobrol... :)
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:33 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2003
I'll post today's entry in indonesia..
aduh, sumpah kepala gue pusing banget!! Kemaren gue pergi seharian bareng bonyok gituh...ketemu sodara2..hueh, ngajakin karaoke ampe pagi! jam 2 gue baru nyampe rumah..udah gitu, musti bersih2 badan dulu... aduh..males..... akhirnya gue cuman ganti baju langsung molor..tadi bangun jam 11, padahal masih ngantuk, terus nonton dvd "Underworld".. tengah2 nonton vampir2 berantem..baru nyadar kepala gue pusing ampe kliyengan gitu..waduh parah, akhirnya ketiduran.. bangun disuruh makan, masi pusink juga kali ini uda kayak mau pingsan (ih..amit2 deh).. gak bisa makan, berasa eneg mulu.. udah kayak anak kecil.. hix..padahal niatnya hari ini mau nyobain gunbound!akhirnya gue makan bubur regal.. (tau gak?) yah pokoknya itulah.. abis itu minum panadol, tidur lagi ampe jam 4 lewat, mandi karena katanya mau pergi makan, terus sekarang online... hueh..mana katanya mau berangkat jam 5?!
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:09 PM
Friday, December 12, 2003
This song had been in my mind for days..
You And I Both
by Jason Mraz
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of
well I'm almost finally finally, well I am free oh I'm free
and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:15 PM
Thursday, December 11, 2003
Listening: When I Fall In Love by Nat King Cole
Doing: chatting with Ray and on the phone with Wully
hahaha... actually I was going to blab about he's not replying my sms stuff, but he just replied it.. so.. hehehe...
well, I just saw my results today.. and it was very horrible..
Physics: 4
Math: 4
Chemistry: 3
Biology: 5
Indonesian: 6
English: 6
PPKn: 6
History: 7
Economics/Accounting: 8
Geography:
Social studies:
Agama: 5
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:22 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
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out of the darkness and into the sun 7:45 PM
Listening: Feeling This by Blink 182
Doing: chatting with budi, ika, and astri..
Thinking: my damn tests results...
Wearing: My new school uniform..
Just saw some of my exams results... and shit, my grades are falling down.. oh well, i'll just say goodbye to the science class and stay here.. quietly.. in this social class.. *&@#!! I'll put the whole tests results tomorrow..
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out of the darkness and into the sun 7:01 PM
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
And then, She was gone...
She chose to walk alone, though others wondered why
Refused to look before her, kept eyes cast upwards towards the sky
She didn't have companions; no need for earthly things
Only wanted freedom from what she felt were puppet strings
She longed to be a bird, that she might fly away
She pitied every blade of grass, for planted they would stay
She longed to be a flame that brightly danced alone
Felt jealous of the steam that made the air its only home
Some say she wished too hard; some say she wished too long
But we awoke one autumn day to find that she was gone
The trees, they say, stood witness; the sky refused to tell
But someone who had seen it said the story played out well
She spread her arms out wide, breathed in the break of dawn
She just let go of all she held...and then she was gone
I love this poem!!! Credits: Sheltered Shrubs.
out of the darkness and into the sun 8:41 PM
Monday, December 08, 2003
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out of the darkness and into the sun 10:59 PM
Listening: nothing..
Doing: writing the damn entry
Thinking: my history and math tests...
Me, Wully, Stella, and Andika are planning to sell some stuff at Joram's store in Kemang. At first, we were just trying to help Joram sell some goods by making it for him. But then, Andika got this crazy idea about making our own brand and sell our own stuff somewhere else, he thinks we wouldn't get enough profit if we sell our stuff at Joram's. Well, it's all good but I don't have enough money to start the business.. ^^; Oh, and I think Pika is joining the team too, she looked kinda excited when we told her about this.. hehehe...
Igor visit my school today. He was taller than I used to remember... We chatted for while and then he went on and talked to his other friends there... He asked for my cellphone number, so I gave it to him... well, he was quite fun to be with (if that damn Ste wasn't right beside him.. ^^;) ... Well, I'm still not comfortable with his... existence... Call me mean and all but that is so the truth..
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:39 PM
Saturday, December 06, 2003
Listening: That stupid Lizzie McGuire soundtrack...
Doing: Chatting with Della and Danieru-san :P
Feeling: Hungry...
I just finished watch that last episode of Lizzie McGuire movie.. Hixx.. it makes me wanna cry.. (a bit) well, I have always wondered how would I pass high school without my best friends around.. I always wondered how would it feel to be graduating from junior high school and get seperate schools with my closest friends... Now, I've been through that all.. It's just that I felt like.. i dunno, I thought it would be bigger and more meanigful than it had been.. hix.. it makes me want to turn back the damn time... And it gives me that corny feeling.. urgh.. I always hated it...
out of the darkness and into the sun 8:57 PM
Friday, December 05, 2003
Listening: We're Forgiven by The Calling
Doing: Chatting with Dyah and browsing smilepop
Thinking: "I gotta go to the bathroom..."
Wearing: My school uniform..
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Oyea, Happy birthday Igor!!
Today was physics test. I think I failed it. What else new? -__- I am so sick of these exams.. urgh.. anyway...
VQ is like so in LOVE??? she and her new boyfriend... huahuahua... they are soooooooo~~oo cute!!! ihx.. what a cute couple, I wish I could be like them.. huaaaaaaaaaaaa..... bete nih jomblo.. huix..
out of the darkness and into the sun 6:12 PM
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
Listening: nothing...
Doing: Chatting with Than2 and Della
Thinking: my chemistry nightmare...
Feeling: kinda dreamy~
huah~ Finally, after I spend almost a month not seeing him.. I finally saw him!! ^^;; well, I was kinda embarrasing at the moment but well, I was too happy to even act normal... I couldn't talk to him. And my friends were teasing me... huhuhu~~
So, VQ just got his dream boy asking her to get together. She was either happy or confused. Cause she was crying all over her cell phone. Hope she'll be doing OK. I mean what could go wrong if the boy you liked, finally realize you and liked you back?
blah, anyway chemistry is tomorrow!! Wish me luck!!
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:55 PM
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
Listening: Breathe by Michelle Branch
Doing: Chatting with Ika
Thinking: dinner... biology...
Feeling: hungry!!
I'm having my end of semester exams from tomorrow 'til ... december.. So I might left this blog for longgg time... I might not be online for days so..leave a message in the tagboard!! Biology is tomorrow, I better get going now...
Breathe
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say
And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real
And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe
So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
I've been drinving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
out of the darkness and into the sun 11:04 PM
Monday, December 01, 2003
I had a really weird dream last night... It involves two of my friends, my sister VQ, and a... snake You know, usually I love snakes.. (I thought they were kinda cute. Don't even bother to arugue about this with me, blame my father) but that dream made snakes looked kinda creepy and scary... I was starting to be afraid of snakes. This is not happening, snake was one of my top 10 fave animals. ^^;; I know it's weird.. hehehe... but some people also thinks that cats are hideous creatures... *hint hint* hehehe... anyway, that dream made me curious. My mom used to say that if we had snakes in our dreams, it means that we are going to meet our love match. hahaha... sadly, I didn't meet anyone new today.. I just went dinner with my family. Blah, so much for a dream..
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:39 PM
