HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN PC!!!
Me and VQ went to PC's birthday party last night. It was fun. We had some fun. It was kinda crowded. Dira was there. He took some photos with PC. I hope PC is happy now! She's seventeen! What can be cooler for a 16 year old like me????
Things I want to do when I'm 17:
1. Learn how to drive a car!!
2. And eventually, get a driver license..
3. Get a boyfriend?? I've been single for too long...
4. Learn how to act like a real girl??
5. Stop being childish and play kid stuff with VQ
6. O yea!! Get my ID card...
out of the darkness and into the sun 6:18 PM
Friday, November 28, 2003
Listening: One Sweet Day by Mariah Carey feat. Boys II Men
Wearing: same thing i wear last night
Doing: chatting with Budi and Daniel
Feeling: Sick..
I felt headache and stuffed nose this morning.. I wonder if I could make it to PC's birthday party which is tomorrow?? *blow* I kept blowing my nose.. and it's really turning red. Huff =3 Well, right now I'm just hoping I could get better soon.... I mean real soon like now?
out of the darkness and into the sun 4:31 PM
Listening: Senses working overtime by Mandy Moore
Wearing: tshirt and bali shorts
Doing: chatting with Adri, Natan, and Than2
Thinking: hyaaaaaaaa............
He called me last night. We chatted for about 6 minutes.. but it felt longer! His cousin, was bugging him... biar cuman 6 menitan gue sempet ngomong soal Ju-on (urgh..), our final semester exams, umm.. mischa, my sister, his cousin, and some other unimportant stuff.. ^^;;
I was feeling super-hyper this morning, I woke up earlier than usual.. :) hahaha... Then I got online for almost an hour, called Fani, Mariska, then I waited for Oma to get online. Unfortunately she was out with her classmates to TA. With her AGG... hehehe...
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:15 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Newest Crush (Long lost and found ;p) -> Bug Hall
My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?
out of the darkness and into the sun 6:42 PM
Listening: Have a Little Faith In Me by Mandy Moore
Wearing: The same thing I wear to bed...
Doing: checking my email
Thinking: a new layout for this lousy blog
Browsing: Friendster
I knew it! I knew I know that face somewhere!!!!!!! hahaha... Remember that movie
"The Little Rascals"?? Well, I just watched Disney's "Get a Clue" series, you know, the one with Lindsay Lohan in it? Well, there he was!!!!! It was Bug Hall!! It was Alfalfa!!!!!!!!!!! and damn is he cute.. XD~~ ahahahahha...
Have A Little Faith In Me
When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try baby and
Have a little faith, faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me, oh and
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith, faith in me
When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby, from a whisper start
To have a little faith in me
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch your, I will catch your fall just
Have a little faith, faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith, faith in me
I've been loving you for such a long, long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
Cos for us there is no end
All you gotta do is have a little faith
I will hold you up, I will hold you up and
Your love gives me strength enough to
Have a little faith in me
Oh faith, darlin'
Have a little faith in me
Oh, faith
out of the darkness and into the sun 3:11 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
I forgot to mention this. This is my holiday project with Oma, we're planning to write some story there..
out of the darkness and into the sun 3:47 PM
The same shit happened to me again!!
OK, here's the classic, I actually typed an entry just before this one.. but shit happens, something happened and lost it! I just wrote about how I felt, about being happy with no reason, just got up from bed, having janice and calvin at home yesterday was big fun, and now i'm feeling really pissed.
Grrhhh................
out of the darkness and into the sun 3:17 PM
Friday, November 21, 2003
Listening: Guilty by Blue
Doing: chatting with Randy "otto" and Adri in MSN
Thinking: "HP gue sepiiiiiiii bangett......"
Browsing: AZ Lyrics
MOFFATTS' CONCERT ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So we decided to go to Gadis magazine's office yesterday.. It was really fun!! We met Nirina (she's very cute and very friendly...) and some models.. They weren't really nice though.. kinda stingy -_- not very friendly I must say. We saw that cute guy who looked like Mischa, you know, the one who played in that series in SCTV, "Di sini Ada Setan" he played the role as Dennis. Wully and Stela was kid of excited.. We went to pAsar Festival on our way back home. Did some talking with Andika. He was quite fun to be with when he started to yell to everyone outside Stella's car *lol* yeap, it was funny!! Me and wully couldn't stop laughing... :)
Unlike yesterday, today was a bit boring... hhh.....
Guilty
[VS 1 - (DUNCAN)]
I never want to play the games that people play
I never want to hear the things they gotta say
I've found everything I need
I never wanted anymore than I can see
I only want you to believe
[CHORUS - (LEE)]
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind) - [ALL]
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime - [ALL]
Then I'm guilty
[VS2 - (SIMON)]
I wanna give you all the things you never had
Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
I need you back in my life
I never wanted just to be the other guy (be the other guy - [LEE])
I never wanted to live a lie
[CHORUS - (LEE)]
If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
All I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind) - [ALL]
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime - [ALL]
Then I'm guilty
[BRIDGE - (ANTONY)]
Girl I followed my heart
Followed the truth
Right from the start it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way
I'm guilty now all I have to say
[CHORUS - (LEE)]
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind) - [ALL]
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my hearts a crime - [ALL]
Then I'm guilty
[OUTRO]
What am I supposed to do [Duncan]
Then I'm guilty [Lee]
All I wanna do is speak my mind [All]
Gulity [Lee]
Then I'm guilty [Lee]
I'm prepared to testify [Duncan]
If it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside [Lee]
If loving you with all my hearts a crime [All]
I'm Guilty [Duncan]
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:25 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Listening: Lost For Words by Ronan Keating
Doing: nothing...
Thinking: "I want my stuff back....."
Browsing: Friendster
let see.. Biology test went quite well.. I didn't have to say hi to him sunce I didn't see him today.. Rained heavily when I got off from school.. some of my clothes are missing from its places.. my guess is my maid took it and left... shit.. God knows what will happen to them.. blarh..
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:08 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Mischa got kinda pissed to me today.. t'was stupidly because of him he was kinda mad, cuz I never had the guts to talk to him in real life.... ^^; yeah, well, maybe it really was my fault.. but ummm.. people had their limits!! I know I'm not there yet, so what should I do??? Fani said I should try to talk and say hi to him, but I'm just too coward to do that! PC said the idea was good, but maybe I should try just a little casual smile? I dunno, can't think... this is getting ridiculous every time.
--
Biology test is tomorrow!!
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Pilih mana ke dufan apa ke redaksi majalah Gadis??????
out of the darkness and into the sun 11:05 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2003
L-O-V-E by Nat King Cole
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
out of the darkness and into the sun 6:33 PM
Friday, November 14, 2003
Doing: nothing... thinking about dinner??
Thinking: "Dear God, please help.."
err..haven't blog for like almost a week? sorry guys, I was just at that exact moment.. i was lazy.. ^^: So, some little bits from my boring life.. I'm thinking about changing my blog url.. a few days ago I told Budi my address here, and I now I felt kinda.... well.. uncomfortable..sorry bud, but that's just the way I feel right now!! This is my blog and I use it as my diary too, so this is very personal! And I'm warning you, you might read some things you really trust me don't want to read!
The chemistry test was today and I think i flunk it too.. i got 2 tests tomorrow, geography and indonesian language.. geez, i really need some air to breathe..
Weird things I've been thinking about is PC taking me and wully to the mall and payed almost everything...But it was cool, and hell it was fun! :D hope we could go together again someday.. we never been good friends like we used to, when we were in our first year in high school, since we seperate classes.. it's kinda sad you know, we've been like too close and now we're just like.. yea, we're friends, best friends, i think.. Just hope our friendship will last forever!! right?? But I still can't figure out where the hell did you get the money???
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:06 AM
Saturday, November 08, 2003
actually i typed quite an entry just before this one.. but shit happens and my computer broke down again.. and i lost it.. blah.. oh well..
out of the darkness and into the sun 2:57 AM
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
Huhuhu...this is song is verrrr~~yy beautiful!! Shania twain's a genius!! ;P hehehe.. I'm feeling really happy these days... Some points in my life that made the world's a betters place for me...
1. Finally, I was able to tell him the truth about who i really am. He took it pretty good.. I mean he didn't got mad or anything like I thought he would be.. The freakest thing is, he knew about all the time.. shit.. I was like so embaressed??
2. My dad and VQ's mom are back from their trip!!!!! They bought a lot of stuff for us.. :D So, I got a jacket, a cap, bra sets, pants (a khaki one and the one with the army look or something), blouses, socks, bracelets, and some Willy Wonka's everlasti9ng Gobstopper candy!!
3. I dunno.. almost everything feels right..
Forever And For Always
In your arms I can still feel the way you
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms
And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way--
and there ain't not how
I'll never see that day....
[Chorus:]
'Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our day
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face--always
Mmmm, baby
In your heart--I can still hear
a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart
And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't now way--
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....
[Repeat Chorus]
(I wanna wake up every morning)
In your eyes--(I can still see
the look of the one) I can still see
the look of the one who really loves me
(I can still feel the way that you want)
The one who wouldn't put anything
else in the world above me
(I can still see love for me) I can
still see love for me in your eyes
(I still see the love)
And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way--
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....
[Repeat Chorus (2x)]
I'm keeping you forever and for always
I'm in your arms
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:00 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2003
ok.. it's been...4 days since my last post?!!? it really felt like a month.. hehe.. sorry.. i mean really sorry... my computer kinda broke down these days.. the screen turns all pink and red.. I don't know what's happening but it's really hurting my eyes now... Yes, it's still pink!!! I'm doing the Norton AntiVirus Full System Scan now..
OK, so I gotta make this quick or else I'll be blind.. here's the recap for the last 5 days..
1st November 2003
watched the old "Honey I blew Up the kids" VCD...
31st October 2003
Halloween!? nothing happened.. 'cept that I bought the new hidell album to school and force almost everyone to listen to it.
30th October 2003
I bought Hidell's Up and Coming!!!!! XD~~~
29th October 2003
forgot what happenend.. I sms that guy.. introducing myself as somebody else using VQ's cell.
out of the darkness and into the sun 2:07 PM
