Umm.. Than2 had been gone for days.. I haven't heard any word form her!! I don't know where she is.. I don't know whom she with... argh.. Kinda worried too. Delin was looking for her too. You really get people worried you know..so mail me or call me if you read this entry..
So, I've been into some kind of a fight with a bitchy girl from junior high downstairs. Man, she's such a pain in the neck. I'll get her someday. She fought with me through chatting. And that was REALLY sucked! She doesn't give a damn respect for me. I am her senior you know, don't you think she should more nicely to me?? Try polite. Urgh.. me own nerves are killing me. God, bless sick idiot.
And why do things get worst? Why does shit always happens to me? Geez, I really need a rest... my eyes has black circles around it. uhh....
Argh! I have to finish Mischa's art assignment tonight!! aaaa... no, I am not being bullied.
Plan for Saturday: Go to the mall and watch a movie. :P as simple as it is.
out of the darkness and into the sun 11:40 PM
Friday, January 09, 2004
Buddy Holly
by Weezer
What's with these homies, dissin' my girl?
Why do they gotta front?
What did we ever do to these guys
That made them so violent?
Woo-hoo, but you know I'm yours
Woo-hoo, and I know you're mine
Woo-hoo, and that's for all time
oo-ee-oo, I look just like Buddy Holly
Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore
I don't care what they say about us anyway
I don't care 'bout that
Don't you ever fear, I'm always near
I know that you need help
Your tongue is twisted, your eyes are slit
You need a guardian
Woo-hoo, and you know I'm yours
Woo-hoo, and I know you're mine
Woo-hoo, and that's for all time
oo-ee-oo, I look just like Buddy Holly
Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore
I don't care what they say about us anyway
I don't care 'bout that
I don't care 'bout that
Bang! Bang! A knock on the door
Another big bang and you're down on the floor
Oh no! What do we do?
Don't look now but I lost my shoe
I can't run and I can't kick
What's a matter babe are you feelin' sick?
What's a matter, what's a matter, what's a matter you?
What's a matter babe, are you feelin' blue? and oh-oh-oh-oh
. . . and that's for all time
oo-ee-oo, I look just like Buddy Holly
Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore
I don't care what they say about us anyway
I don't care 'bout that
I don't care 'bout that
I don't care 'bout that
I don't care 'bout that
--
huh! Let's just pretend I don't exist in this world... just for a little moment..
shit... I am so very upset pissed disappointed mad sick sad all in one. I don't wether to be angry or sad... I just don't feel good...
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:03 PM
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Doing: just writing the entry...
Feeling: a bit dissapointed
Listening: nothing
Wearing: My new school uniform!
School's getting weirder everyday.. Today my class had 3 hours of English (just like yesterday) and also another 2 periods of PE (...just like yesterday) We're the social class, we are no pre-poet you know.. Bah, so today wasn't that boring. I spent the last two periods which is PE, strolling all over school with Wully. Maybe we were acting like dumb girls, but it was kinda fun. So, tomorrow's sched is almost the same as today's. We'll have ........5 periods of English!!!! The first and the second is goung tyo be with Ma'am Lydia, the third one will be with Ma'am Eva (my last year English teacher and guidance teacher), the last 2 periods will be with Mr. Sinclair (that native guy) Yea..well..I am so not turning into an englishmen. They are cool though.
I just copied Teenage Dirtbag lyrics.. Finally... I loved that song for years, but I could never memorize it lyrics. That's a bit weird huh? Oh well..
Anyway, me and Wully was planning to go and talk to him after school. Just a little chat. Unfortunately he didn't even see us. Or at least that's what he said.
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:27 PM
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Epi was a bit mad at me I think.. Last night me and one of his friend, erik (the one who likes wully) chat and we talk about him. He said that epi used to do weird stuff like well..you know..^^;; I can't really type it.. so, let your imagination do the work. I thought he was joking, but erik told me to ask epi himslef if I didn't believe him.. So, I asked him. Epi was really upset.. he was kinda mad.. he said he was really pissed with erik, he said that what erik told me was bull. So I practically, told epi that I was only joking, and never meant it to be serious.. It seemed like epi was really mad at Erik. Cause erik messaged me thios morning, he said epi messaged him and was like really mad him. God, help me. I just made another chaos..
Meanwhile, VQ is having some problem with her boyfriend. He didn't talk to VQ almost all day long. He even told VQ's friends that he was trying to ignore VQ. It turns out that the he was mad, or kinda, because VQ forgot about their first month anniversary! Stupid VQ, and she thought she didn't do anything. She told me that she didn't forget about the anniversary, but she forgot to celebrate it. Or maybe even try to remind her boyfriend about it. Hhhhhhhhh.....no wonder!!!
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:05 PM
Monday, January 05, 2004
DUH!!!!!! BENCI!!!! BENCI!!!! najiz..... gue udah nulis banyak2 kayak anjirit gitu... taw-taw ilang semua......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT ALWAYS HAPPENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MY COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
out of the darkness and into the sun 8:15 PM
Sunday, January 04, 2004
The new layout is finished!! It's easier than I thought.. hehehe.. and earlier too.. big thanks to boredom!
out of the darkness and into the sun 12:19 AM
Saturday, January 03, 2004
Doing: chatting with Ray, daniel, and Ika..
Thinking: dum-di-dum-dum..
Feeling: not that hyper
Listening: nothing
Wearing: Bali tshirt and shorts..
Again. I am spending this whole day at home. I didn't want to go with my family, they had something to do for VQ's belated grandpa. I think they were going to throw some flowers to the sea at Ancol's beach? I don't know.. I didn't wanna go with them cause I would probably get bored, I don't know VQ's grandpa (we met before, but that was a very longgggg time ago and I don't remember him), and I was planning to go to the mall with oma and epi. Heheh.. my plan didn't work. We were talking and talking and we oma finally made the decision, not going. So I think we are to postpone the plan til next week. Okae~
I was kinda pissed with him.. Last night I thought of him as a pathetic loser who was willing to go out with everyone who liked him. ^^; hehehe.. maybe I was the one who was narrow. But still, he made me really upset. I tried to call oma, but she was asleep (it was almost midnight). And wully didn't picked up the phone either. So I wrote all my thoughts in my handphone, in an sms. But I forgot what I wrote there, so I can't type it here now. Anyway, I'm not pissed anymore. Quite happy but.. not that hyper..
Well, the new layout is in progress. I just made the background last night. I'm feeling kinda lazy right now, so please remind me to finish it at least before this month ends.
out of the darkness and into the sun 8:57 PM
Tepi called me?! waw..
out of the darkness and into the sun 1:20 AM
Friday, January 02, 2004
Went to oma's house today. Was a bit bored at first.. her brother was using the computer. But then we had some fun taking some quizzes and all. Then she called tepi. That was very funny..hehe.. Oma told tepi that she was Sarlini, some girl from for the junior high who liked him very much. It was fun but I didn't get to speak to him literally. Hehehe..
So, since I didn't go with the rest of my family like I used to, I'm all alone at home now. Not really bored though,hehe, spent almost everytime in front of the computer. Anyway, I'm planning to change this Mandy layout into a new one. And this new one would probably be different than the rest of my stupid layouts. I do not need rude comments, I am still learning.. so give me some damn supports will ya?
out of the darkness and into the sun 11:38 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2004
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I spent the the new year's eve with my family. It was kinda fun.. I SMS almost everyone in my phone book a happy new year message.. ^^ I used my dad's cell so hehehe... my handphone is saved. fufufu... He called me last night,,hehehe... at lasttttttt... He sounded a little bit stupid you know? ^^; well, he thought yesterday was today. Yeap, very stupid.. hahaha.. anyway, I got back home at around 2 and spent almost 3 hours online with him. We played gb with oma too. So, it wasn't that bad really.. :3
OK, so she is the girl I mentioned before..you know, the one I called weird? umm.. I just want to apologize to her...... Maybe I was a bit harsh and rude to you. I judge you without even knowing the real you.. very..VERY..sorry.. I am very sorry if I ever hurt you with any of my entry before. Heheh, people can be a little bit harsh sometimes..anyway, I was really mad back then.. I was like waiting for you, and you didn't even show up. Well, it's really okay if you couldn't see me and all.. but I thought you were kinda impolite.. ^^; since nobody told me what were you doing upstairs. Leaving me and my sister alone in your TV room.. --; I tried to make friends with you too in school, but you almost totally ignored me! You are really quiet (at least for me you are) and maybe a bit shy? I don't know, I don't know you that well. Maybe I was too selfish either but please can we be better friends for this year? Apart from this stupid misunderstanding, how in the world your mother knew about my blog??? Did my dad tell her?? Now, this is getting creepy..this means my dad knows about my blog... oh God..
My new year's resolutions:
1. Be more optimistic
2. Be more open-minded
3. Be more calm and in control of myself
4. Getting into a relationship (this isn't a resolution ya?)
5. Make a better grades
6. Kurangin muna sama orang lain
7. Kalo bisa ilangin muna
8. Less fighting
9. More mature
10. Stop talking in harsh words
11. Start wearing skirts...
12. what else..
out of the darkness and into the sun 6:22 PM
