HAPPY BIRTHDAY EPHIE!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
out of the darkness and into the sun 12:20 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Something More
by Ryan Malcolm
I don't think that I can tell you what this means to me
But here I am, it's so hard to believe
That I'm standing here, that I've come this far
But you always said, have faith in who you are
I wanna take this time to thank you for the love you gave
from this moment, you've got to know
[Chorus:]
I never wanted something more, and never felt so sure,
'Cause now I've got this chance to be, everything you saw in me
And even more than I ever dreamed before,
As long as you are here with me, I know that I can be something more
Looking back now it's so clear to me,
That you were sent to shape my destiny
'Cause there were times when I was ready to walk away,
But you gave me strength to face another day
I wanna take this time to thank you for the love you gave
And from this moment, you've got to know
[Chorus]
I reaching for the sky, won't let this chance go by
I've waited all my life for something more,
And now's the time your'e gonna see,
From this moment you're gonna know
[Chorus]
You make me want to be something more
You make me want to be something more
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This song had been in my head, since I first heard it in the radio.... which was...this morning.. :P Well, I think it's a very beautiful song. Anyway, my accounting test was kind of a success, because I was finished earlier than usual, and the last result was the same with one of the top students in my class. So, I'm crossing my fingers now.
Pika is having her 18th birthday today!! Happy Birthday Pika!! Most of my friends are having their sweet seventeen birthday this year, but Pika is having her 18th birthday. I must admit, she is way more mature than most of us, and she looked older than us either. She's more independent than us.. she's grown up! I hope I could be like her someday, I mean, I hope I could be just as independent as her :) She earn her own money, well, she has her own job... She could manage her own pocket and she could still have fun with the rest of us. Oh, and don't forget she is very responsible with school stuff too. She is very... grown up ;__; how touching.. hehehhe...
Tomorrow is Wully's birthday.. and she will be 16!! at last.. Pika and Wully had so much in common. They both like fashion. They both like arts. They both had a dream of becoming a fashion designer. They both loved shopping. And they both had birthdays in March. Their difference is that Wully is more childish than Pika, and to prove, Pika is 3 years older than Wully now. Wully is 16 and Pika is 18, but they sit next to each other in class. That proves something. That proves that we could be friends with anyone. I'm getting poetic and romantic. Please stop me.
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:56 PM
Monday, March 15, 2004
Doing: chatting
Feeling: sleepy
Browsing: Friendster
Reading: Peter Pan
hey-ho!! I'm having a shitty physics test tommorow, and I haven't even open a book. Anyway, antropology second test was today, and it went quite well, i guess.. :P the new teacher is funny and I think he's kinda fun. Hehehe... he gave the class a review for the test before he started the test.
Friendster is getting bigger and bigger! And it makes the world seem to be smaller and smaller.... It almost looks like everybody knows each other and, like, coincidentally connected to each other. This stuff is kinda weird and freaky sometimes, but I'm getting used to it. Yeah, well, these days they really are CONNECTED to each other... >.< See?? It's creepy!! It's like suddenly I knew that my best friend is related to my brother's friend's friend's sister as a neighbuor.. does that makes any sense? .................*singing* It's a small world afterall.... *sigh*.........
Anyway, the drama play is on Wednesday, and we haven't had practice with all of us in it. So, I'm just hoping that this one would be a success, unlike the last year, which was like a spontaneously total chaos. This one better be good. I need more WEENY SPIRIT!! >.<
out of the darkness and into the sun 11:39 PM
Saturday, March 13, 2004
Doing: nothing..
Feeling: damn bored
Listening: Love, Actually's soundtrack CD, copied it from pika today..
I feel........ kinda upset right now.... Cause, somebody is breaking a promise. Actually, I'm kinda pissed.. But..well..yeah..i dunno.. I'm trying that hard not to act bitchy and childish, so.... argh, forget it.
Pika went to my house today. We were planning to record a CD for our drama play :) that went well. OK, not as well as we wish it would be, but after all the rush, we were pretty proud with our hard work :P so, in the end we both agreed, Mission Accomplished!! XD~~
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:31 PM
Friday, March 12, 2004
Doing: on phone with Mopedh, chatting with budiaman and erik...
Feeling: sucky about cheu..
Listening: Sugababes - Lost In You
Okay, i'm feeling rather sucky now.. urgh.. Cheu really pissed me off today.. She did it again! ARGH!!
Anyway, I'm doing a personal project on reviving Satwa's blog.. :P It's been dead for a long time and Budiaman had forced me to do so, so I think I'm going to email or sms satwa members to get active with the blog! :) I hope this one ends good..
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:17 PM
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Doing: on phonw with Mariska
Feeling: ordinary boring
Listening: Maroon 5 - Harder To Breathe
Wearing: my school uniform
Ephie's birthday is like 2 weeks away and I've already got him a present. You know, the big panda? Yeap, and I still have to make him a birthday card! Oh, I know this might sound silly.. cause his birthday is still on a long way to come, but this stuff really is important for me so.. ^^; hehehe... And I think I still want to give him a little turtle.. :P Is it too much? I just thought it would be sweet. Cause Ephie is like too obssesed with turtles (okay, not that obssesed.. I was being hyperbolic!)
Now, I'm kinda stuck with Maroon 5's songs... The band is surprisingly and amazingly talented! And buying their album is really worth it!! XD~~
Anyway, a new layout is in my mind so get ready for another new boring layout from me! I think it will had my photography class' result.. Yeap! I'm using my own shot for my layout.. sounds pretty narciss ey? well, get used to it! :)P~
.... I'm drooling to much..
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:31 PM
Sunday, March 07, 2004
Doing: chatting with Ephie and Ray
Feeling: kinda sleepy..
Listening: Five For Fighting - Superman
Wearing: an overly big tshirts with a big daffy duck picture on it and shorts..
I spent this whole day in boreness.. I watched 3 DVDs and could still got online till now.. Actually, I'm online at MSN now.. By the way, I just watched Love Actually, and it is like one of the best movies ever! XD~~ Gotta love the movie... And just like Ray said.. it's so perfect to be watched at Valentine's day or christmas day, especially for couples.. Which reminds me.. I missed him.
Hehehe...
out of the darkness and into the sun 3:05 AM
Thursday, March 04, 2004
"I Miss You"
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stare I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:17 PM
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
HAPPY ONE MONTH!! <3<3
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:14 PM
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Hmmm.... akhirnya pergi ke PIM beli boneka Panda bwat kado ultahnya Ephie tapi takut si ephie ga suka nih... gmana donk??? >.< Mana belinya ngutang dulu sama Stella.. OMG!!!! I really have to save some money....
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:14 PM
Monday, March 01, 2004
humm.. it's March already? argh.. I have too many friends to mention here, that has birthday in this month! Talking about no money for a whole month! Aaaw..... Ephie's birthday is this month too... 22nd March?! I really dopn't know what to give him for present.. Well, actually I had a few ideas.. OK..OK.. not a few..
Awalnya sih emang bingung ga taw maw ngasih apaan.. Tapi sekarang justru bingung maw ngasih yang mana.. Kirain sih tadinya barang-barang dia yang kayak dompet, tas, sepatu, dll semuanya masih baru dan emang blom pantes dikasih yang baru.. Tapi ternyata.. Tuh benda-benda pada uda jadul juga yah? Aduh, phie, aye binun maw ngasih apaan... One thing for sure. I'm making the card on my own, and I'm planning to burn a CD fopr him. So, hope this birthday project went well.. It better be!
The antropology test was today and it wasn't hard. It's on the medium stage of difficulty :P Hehehe... at least I didn't have to cheat to get an average score.
Pika just gave us the script for our play (to be presented in class at 17th of March) I'm playing the part as a very talkative and ...how do you say ganjen in English? Hehee... it doesn't really fit my own character but, it's all good for the drama.
out of the darkness and into the sun 10:18 PM
