Thursday, February 10, 2005
hey u f*ckin' pervert! keep up the shitty works.. wankers!!! *pissed*

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I'm changing my blog's address, for a good and personal reason. My blog is not a save place for me to write my thoughts anymore. Blarh.. Email me if you want to know my new address okay? ;) cause I think I'm changing my screen name and also my URL. Things are not getting better lately. Life has been so fucked up! Hate it! I need to create another world for me...

So, this will be my last post. At least in this address it will.

out of the darkness and into the sun 8:09 PM



Monday, February 07, 2005
Yea yea, school was okay. But I still miss my old school.. >.< Well, not exactly the school, I miss my friends.. uhukuhuk..

Drama class was quite fun, if only I had a better partner. Not that I'm saying that my partner isn't good enough for me, it's just that I think I need someone who could motivate me to get into drama, into characters. And my partner was.. well.. she was okay, but she's a bit weird, I think. ^^; She like go on and on about herself being a drama queen and stuff. And from what I see, she is not a drama queen. I really need another friend in the drama class! oh well...

Oooooh.. Life has been dull since I started school here...

*blarh*

out of the darkness and into the sun 6:26 PM



Saturday, February 05, 2005
You know what? I hate my f*ckin' family! We're all messed up and we all talk behind our backs. We (yes and that includes me too) even make enough false stories to make us hate each other! This isn't a family! I don't think we support each other if we're all backstabbers!

I don't care if there's a family member reading my blog. Go ahead, be my guest. You all know what the consequences would be. Not my fault if you get yourself hurt. I really don't give a shit!

It's my own blog. I built it. I put all my thoughts in here. This is the real me. And you're gonna have to accept me the way I am. Because I'm not going to change the way I write in my blog if it's just for you. I don't think it's worth it.

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F*ckin network!


out of the darkness and into the sun 1:58 PM



Friday, February 04, 2005

Vicky borrowed her friend's DVD. And it was "My neoghbour's Totoro"! OMG that was like one of my favourite cartoon movies.. The girls are so cute, especially the little one, May.. or is it Mei? or Mey? ^^; I don't really know.. Anyway, the big lumpy Totoro is soooo cute! He looks very cuddly... :P Posted by Hello
out of the darkness and into the sun 9:45 PM



Thursday, February 03, 2005
I found this beautiful poem when I was looking for an e-card. I couldn't send it, because it's not free. :P So I'll just post it here. This is for you. You know who you are. Happy Anniversary. =)

I still believe

I still believe in our love,
even during hard times...

I still believe in you,
and the way I feel...

How I love you,
need you,
and how I want to be with you...

...just as much,
and maybe even more than I ever did...

I still believe in us,
and I hope you believe, too.

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That poem is so me. It really describes how I really feel.
HIx.. hix.. I'm really sad because I can't be with him today and I can't celebrate our anniversary together.. I really miss him.. (Even though he just made me really embarassed.. >.< you know what I mean)

Anyway, today's entry is obviously dedicated to someone very special for me.. ;)

I love you and I always want to be with you. Even though we always get into fights. But deep down in our hearts we both know that we mean the world to each other.

I love you.

out of the darkness and into the sun 6:18 PM



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